https://www.cbc.ca/radio/nowornever/celebrating-everyday-heroes-1.6501032/my-brother-was-my-hero-i-try-to-remember-that-even-after-his-suicide-1.6509687?cmp=rss

Patrick de Belen and his brother Jordan

Patrick de Belen tries to sort through his complicated feelings of grief and love for his brother who died by suicide after a lengthy struggle with mental illness.